somehow i deleted my blog template and could not recover it.
first i was frutrated.
then i tried to rebuilt it.
then i started working on a new template.
hence all the changes throughout the day.

but

the whole thing showed me, once again, that
i stick around longer than i should: changes are good
attachment to material things is the source of frustration and anxiety
i'm lazy: you can/should always improve

and that

maybe the reason to my blog is the search for the path to nirvana.
or, at least, enlightenment.

and that you can also have fun while at it.

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